Awakening!

this exact situation.

”I didn , it wasn me. I –I would ne -never, willingly, ” She stuttered shaking her head. Willing? I almost tore her head off for say that. How dare she make it seem like she didn have a choice.

She couldve spoken up before the murder, hell if shed said something during the trail maybe, this would have turned out different for us.

”But you did. ” Coming to a stop, an arms length away from her. ”You sent me with him. ” I crouched down in front of her, watching her shake her head in complete denial. ”You knew what he was, didn you? You knew what hed do and you still let me go with him, ” Gently I wipe the tears from her left cheek, smearing her mothers blood all over half her face. ”Alone. ”

”Do you remember what happened that day, Mel? ” I ask, breathing in her terror with every breath. ”I –I, Im s-sorry. ” Is all she said, tear tracks forming in the drying blood on her cheeks.

She looked so afraid, fragile and broken and yet I felt nothing for her. I could not even muster a small amount of pity for her.

The only thing I felt now was anger, bottomless burning rage and it scorched my insides, burnt my blood. Looking for a way out, wanting to burst from my skin and rampage around the world. But making her realize her fault, seeing the look on her face when she realizes that she too is a monster.

How satisfying that would be!

So, I could patient at least until that moment.

”Well, I remember. I remember it all as if it just happened. ” I laugh at my own words, because it did just happen. Not three days ago I was in this very house, in a room just down the hall innocent and clueless. Helping Melanie chose her outfit for church, that evening.