Entertainment Life With A Camera

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Ian felt bad.
He was angry not to anyone else but himself.

He was following along in moderation so as not to disturb his trainee life, but he never thought about this group.

He just thought they wouldn’t have to worry about money because they would be successful abroad in the future.

It was the wrong idea from that point on.
Do they think of debuting with overseas popularity in mind from the beginning? They are kids who wish to debut right away and appear in at least one scene on Korean TV.

He was happy to debut together, but he was ignoring the kids who would be together at the base.

He knows the future, so he decided on the limits of his group that didn’t even debut yet.
He was thinking about becoming an actor in advance because he was looking for a way to live alone without thinking about staying alive together.

He was also desperate for a debut, there was a time when he was even thirsty for attention after debut, but he was oblivious about it.

‘You’re ruined because your abilities are just that much, that’s it.
Why do you blame me? Would the company have come this far if you guys had done well in the first place?’

Ian suddenly remembered the words of the agency’s president when he was in Diamond.
What’s the difference between that president and him?

Ian raised his head.
A camera was floating in his sight.

Jin was shaking the popcorn if this was so interesting.
A red light flickered and a strange haze enveloped Jin.
Come to think of it, he felt emotional whenever Jin looked like that.
It was clear that Jin affected Ian with something.

So, Grim Reaper’s warning not to be stained meant not to be stained by Jin.
Ian swept his face with one hand.

“That was me being thoughtless.
I’m sorry.
To hyungs too.”

Ian made eye contact one by one and apologized.
The last turn was Kim Ju Young.

“I’m so sorry.”

“…Yeah.”

“If that made you upset, you should have told me right away.
Even if you lash out at me with ‘What did you just say?’, I’ll admit it.”

It should have been put on the surface.

“Do you know how’s it like when you go for a minor role? Even though I’ve been holding up all this time.
You came happily and said how’s it like there, sunbaenim is like that, how’s the director.”

“Ah…”

“You look happier than when you’re with us.”

“That’s…”

“How can I speak out in front of that? The mood will get weird.”

To talk about everything openly like a man perhaps means that he was not able to think about the tender sensitivity of someone who hasn’t graduated from high school yet.

“That’s why I needlessly irritate you.
It’s not an excuse, it’s also not like I did well.
But just…”

As Kim Ju Young shed tears again in sorrow, Lee Joo Hyuk refreshed the mood.

“Ju Young, Ian.
It’s all gone now, right?”

“…Yes.”

He was about to cry loudly at the end.
I thought it was a landmine, but this is just a fire hydrant.
Ian scratched his head awkwardly.

“May I say something, then?”

Lee Joo Hyuk continued while patting Kim Ju Young’s shoulders.

“I’ve noticed it before, but I didn’t pay any attention to it.
I’m sorry, too.
I should have intervened.”

“Eii.
It’s okay because it’s gone now.”

Lee Joo Hyuk nodded at Park Jin Hyuk’s words.
A perplexed look has not disappeared.

“Guys, we’re already a team.
What’s the use of keeping ourselves in check when our debut is just around the corner.
We need to care about kids like them right now.
Ah shoot Kim Young Jun! Seo Dam, turn off the TV!”

“Yup hyungnim!”

While Lee Joo Hyuk was talking, Kim Young Jun couldn’t read the atmosphere and popped out on TV.
It was a cosmetic advertisement for I-ONE.
Seo Dam was afraid of the Buddha-like Lee Joo Hyuk’s gradation anger, so he turned off the TV immediately.

“I also wish Ian wouldn’t have such a light thought.
Of course, I’m not saying anything about you doing acting.
It would be nice if you also could raise awareness.
Still, I want you to put the group first.
You know what I’m saying, right?”

“Yup.”

Ian answered without hesitation.
He was also reflecting on himself.
He got an actor’s disease even though he didn’t even debut.
It was embarrassing and shameful.

“That’s good.
And you guys too, be careful.
Don’t keep saying nonsense to Ian about why he’s not going to another company.”

“Yuup… But it can’t be helped.
It’s all because he’s handsome.”

“Tae Woong.”

“Hup, understood sir.”

They also think that it wasn’t a good thing to do.
It was a flaw caused by Choi Ian’s appearance beyond the scope of human beings.

No matter how many face geniuses there are in the same industry.
They are just people passing by and it feels different when they live together.
Especially among those who will become entertainers who need to attract public attention.

The children unconsciously thought ‘Choi Ian is not the same kind as us.
He’s a completely different race’ and drew the line.

“Right, I know that I’m handsome.
But I’d be sad if you drew a line with it.”

“Hey, it can’t be helped.
Your face is convincing.”

Ian struggled to lighten the mood.
Jo Tae Woong chimed in.

“And even if it’s a trainee contract, is it a joke? Break it at will and leave?”

“That’s true.”

Kim Hyun, the ultimate king of agency directors, rummaged through the cold chicken.

“Ah, but the chicken is cold.
What should we do, Joo Hyuk hyung? The microwave hasn’t arrived yet.”

“Let’s order again, hyung.
It’s on me.”

“Is there money? You said you couldn’t use your mom’s card.”

Ian took the card out of his pocket.

“It’s a lie, dude.”

“Ah.
Choi Ian that prick.
Whenever you open your mouth widely, it’s a lie.”

“Hey, when did I lie?”

Ian wrapped Jo Tae Woong’s neck and put on a headlock.
Jo Tae Woong made a gagging sound ridiculously.
The kids around laughed.
The crying Kim Ju Young also slipped a smile.

[Hmhm.
That’s it.
Kids are supposed to grow up fighting.]

Jin nodded its lens at the unfolding scene of the youth drama forgetting the mess just before.

‘What did you do to me?’

[It worked out well anyway.]

Ian had a lot to say to Jin, but he held it in.
Only me who’ll be frustrated even if I get angry.
I couldn’t hit it because it couldn’t get caught.
I have to get my act together even from now on.

‘I’m going to be serious from now on.’

[At what?]

Ian, who held back his anger, quietly vowed.
Let’s not ignore the eagerness of the children who’ll be together.
Don’t assume in advance that we can’t, but let’s try first.

The future of this group may have already changed when he joined.​