o say something like that, you should say it with your body, Rixus.”

The arrogant answer and a little bit of hatred towards each other fueled the excitement even more.

Even though they had already became one, they were thirsty and desire spurted like crazy.

Rixus laid her on her back, hugging her, closing the gap even further, and covering her pretty, bitten lips with his big hands.

Then he whispered harshly.

“Then you just listen.”

“!”

Goosebumps all over Berylia’s body, and her spine shivered.

And the ensuing act blew all doubts cleanly from their heads.

The bed hit the bedside table like it was about to break.

It felt like their hearts were about to burst and they would go black.

The ultimate point of pleasure that seemed to tear the body to pieces came soon.

It was Berylia who bit her finger and cried first.

Rixus kissed her countless times so that she could feel the afterglow of her climax.

The two continued to call each other’s name and whisper love.

The rush of passion swept away… 

Then the twilight dawn came.

The one who couldn’t fall asleep easily was Rixus.

He looked down at her face as she laid on his bed.

‘You must have been tired during the day.’

‘Or maybe it was too hard to accept the previous act…’

Berylia was asleep, as if she had fainted.

Looking at her lovely face, Rixus gently stroked her platinum blonde hair and whispered.

“If I didn’t understand, you should have slapped me on the cheek.”

He said if he dared hurt her, she should have scolded him for doing such a thing.

“There was a time when I wished I could see your face even just once… Candy.”

However, he was constantly anxious and greedy because he was next to her.

He was worried and annoyed every time because he was afraid that she wouldn’t be happy by his side.

Rixus felt his heart crumpling when he thought she was alone with secrets he didn’t know.

That was why he said it, it was without realization.
He wouldn’t have said it if he could go back to that time.

“You’re nice, so just let it slide…”

‘My good wife.’

In fact, she was the softest woman ever.

He wanted to keep her happy for the rest of her life.

If necessary, even at the cost of his own life.

That thought had not changed since he met her again and brought her to this Aktoum.

Affection spread in his eyes as he looked at Berylia.

Rixus kissed the cheek of his soundly sleeping wife and confessed earnestly.

“I love you, Berylia.”

‘Beyond your imagination.’

* * *

I was being chased.

Behind me, the male protagonist without blood or tears was chasing me.

‘I tried to die calmly…’

Was a calm death impossible in the first place?

‘Death’ had already happened seven times, but I still hadn’t gotten used to it.

My instinct to struggle to survive until the end made me even more miserable.

In a ruined temple, I was running like crazy barefooted, holding up my torn clothes.

But hopelessly… It was a dead end.

I did my best to attack him with my abilities, but it wasn’t very effective because I was already in a state of exhaustion.

It didn’t take long for the male protagonist’s sharp sword to pierce me.

“Ah……!”

Blood gushed out of my mouth.
Like broken rose petals.

“….…”

I looked at Rixus with wide open eyes.

I always felt the same way at this moment.

What was worse than the pain of being torn apart… 

It was a sense of shame that I could not get out of this damn chain of fate again.

‘Ah.’

‘This boring life is coming to an end again.’

It was also, without fail, by his hand.

Even though I had already died seven times under the hands of Rixus, why did I always have the same question?

“Why, me…”

Followed by the sharp blade that pierced the blue roses in my chest.

Even at this moment, the emotionless look in Rixus’s eyes made my heart ache for some reason.

It felt like my heart was breaking and my whole body was being torn apart.

It was a strange feeling.
I hadn’t felt this before… 

My bones ached as if I had been betrayed by him.

I barely asked the question with a trembling jaw.

“Why are you trying to kill me…?”

The cold blue-purple eyes stared at me as if piercingly.

He shook his head relentlessly.

“Because you don’t deserve to live.”

I felt like I was going to stop breathing.

I was so hurt that I started crying.

But he didn’t stop.

“Berylia Spinel, you are the worst human being that shouldn’t have existed in the first place.”

“…….”

“Even if you disappear, no one will be sad.”

‘Okay… That’s who I am.
That is my life, Rixus.’

‘But I… also… I want to live worthily.’

I whispered to him as if pleading.

‘If the opportunity comes even just once, I want to live a worthy life too.’

I wanted someone who would mourn me when I died, Rixus.

I wished I had warm people around me.

Just once… 

I wanted to laugh comfortably and sleep comfortably.

I couldn’t figure out what Rixus’ last expression meant.

The pain and sorrow of the heart, which seemed to burn the whole body, slowly flew away into the distant consciousness.

And then came darkness.

…That was how I met my 7th death.

After that, it was the same without having to go through it.

I would be born from my mother’s womb, and would be dumped in a swamp.

It was a return to the consciousness of a newborn baby.

The white and dark veil alternately swayed in front of my eyes.

And soon I opened my eyes to a new world.

‘…What?’

Not the damp, soft towels I had every time.

I liked the fact that there were no voices from the servants of the country although the youngest princess was born.

Because they would soon say they would have to kill me.

But even if the feeling was different, it was too different.

Here, the air was wrong, and I saw a ceiling that I had never seen before.

“Berylia.
Are you awake?”

And then a languid voice was heard.

‘You just killed me.’

It was that cruel man’s voice.

As if a snake crawled all over my body, I felt goosebumps, and my instincts were activated.

I attacked him with all my might to protect myself.

Chaek–eng!

“!”

Rixus looked at me with wide-open eyes.

Drip—

In an instant, thick blood flowed from his cheek, unable to completely avoid my attack.

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